Sneak attack

Everdearest Amelia & Aurora,

Sadness sneak attacked me yesterday.  I was cleaning out some bins and came across a small collection of baby clothes that I had purchased in hopes of you.  My professional organizer mind knows that I should let most, if not all, of them go.   My heart was not quite ready.  

My mood shifted in a subtle way, but I could tell that I had less patience with myself and Xavi.  That's how I usually know that something is off.  So I took a breath, and acknowledged the root of it.  It didn't make it easier, and I carried the sadness with me all day.  But it always helps me to know Why.

Today is not as sad, but just as full of love.  Thank you both for carrying my heart in your wings.

xx
​Mama.