OUr family forever

Everdearest Aurora and Amelia,

If you ask Xavi who is in his family, he always makes a list: Mama, Papa, Xavi, Neji, Aurora, Amelia, Logan.  

The other day, we had a conversation that has just stuck to my heart.

Xavi: Mama, I wish I could see my sisters.  Who are their other parents?
Me: Me too.  Why do you think they have other parents?
Xavi: Because they didn't come out of your belly.  Maybe there's another mama and papa taking care of them, wherever they are.

This idea hit me is so many ways.  I cried, because I miss you both.  I smiled, because Xavi has made you a part of of his heart, even though you never got to meet.  And I was comforted at the thought of other people having the chance to take care of you, in another world.

Please know that you're always in our hearts, and our conversations.  We keep on loving you, wherever you are.

xox,
​Mama.